The Perfect World

I go back to Texas in two days. I really want to go back and see everyone there, but at the same time I want to stay with James and Cami and Jt! Then once I get home, I only have two weeks before I go back to BYU. Of course I am stoked about going back to school, but I also want to stay with my family in Texas!!! So wouldn't it be perfect if all of my different worlds-cami, texas, and byu- all came together??? No, it actually wouldn't. It may be hard to leave at the time, but once you leave it makes you appreciate it a lot more and you grow and learn everytime you change places. So I really am in the perfect world right now! I have so many different places that I absolutely love and I get to go place to place and grow and learn all the time!

North Carolinaaaaaaa

Dang. This has been quite an adventure. At first I was terrified being in a new place, being completely responsible for the life of a precious baby boy, and being the only one going to church. I have to admit, at first it was all a little overwhelming, but now... it was the biggest growing experience of my life. I have learned so much about myself and others. I relied on my own testimony, no one elses. No one would have even noticed if I hadn't gone to church, but I went every week. It made me realize that I really don't go to socialize or because im supposed to. No one even noticed me for a few weeks. I went because I wanted to. Cami taught me to be more confident in myself and she taught me a lot of girly skills like sewing and cooking. Even though I am not really a girly girl, i really enjoy both. The best part was James. That baby love unconditionally...if only we could all love like that. Love how the Lord loves us. Maybe when it says to become as a little child, it means to love as a little child. It is a wonderful feeling to be loved. He is such a sweet little boy, though at times he is a monster. It taught me a lot about raising a kid and I have learned a lot of new tips and tricks to being a mommy. I feel a lot closer to Cami and I absolutely love that. She is an awsome sister and I love her soo much.