An update

So... I realized that its been a while since I updated. Steven is no more. We were good friends for a while after he dumped me, but now he refuses to talk to me. I'm not sure why I have such a hard time keeping friends, but I guess it only makes me stronger. This summer I have been working at walmart in the infant department. It has been interesting. The main thing I learned from this experience is that people are really dumb. My last day is Friday and then next week I'll be headin back up to Utah. I'm super excited, but nervous at the same time. I am determined to have a good semester and not get sick for once in my life. I also wanna make life long friends that won't ditch me like most of my other friends. Today I was thinking about how I want to die and I decided that I wanna die by gunshot in an ally way. And I want to die single. From what I have experience, most guys are just liars and jerks. I'm probably just bitter, but single sounds pretty bueno to me currently. If I stay single, I avoid the risk of getting hurt again.